失落缘

Wow!!!

Back from the long easter vacation and this is the first day for me to study in the library in April. The strong idea of taking the GMAT exam come to me recently and I have made the decition to stick with it and prove my math & English capability an the same time. My goal is to take a MFE or MBA at the end of my student life. So plz my friends here, do moniter my commitment.

Here is a link from a friend who is preparing for the GMAT, which is a little program for the Chinese students to test their words.
http://beta.5ang1ou.com/gmat/

Of course, I will come back with it in 3 days. That's to say, I will deal with the GMAT word list in 3 days.

I am now sitting in front of a pile of books alone. I sudently missed the time when Tracy, Chick, Mos and I prepared for the final exam together in the No.1 Middle school. They would talked, made jokes or pretent the artists in the advertisments sometimes, to brake the revision. You may want consistency when reading books, but now, I want laughter around more. My dear friends, you make me missing...

As the title shown, Direction, Effort and Persisitant are the three elements which you should attain to success.

Direction: What a person is trying to do
Effort: How hard a person is trying
Persistence: How long a person continuesn trying.

1>EMMA KIRKBY AND THE LONDON BAROQUE COME TO LOUGHBOROUGH

EMMA KIRKBYAND THE LONDON BAROQUE COME TO LOUGHBOROUGH
Loughborough University's Cope Auditorium will be hosting a real
musical treat on Wednesday 31st January when Emma Kirkby and The
London Baroque team up for an unmissable concert of music by Handel

http://www.lboro.ac.uk/news/studentnotices/notice2005.html

2>Politics Department research seminar paper
Dr Michael E. Smith
(University of St Andrews)
‘Understanding the EU as a Global Political Actor:
Theory, Practice and Impact’

http://www.lboro.ac.uk/news/studentnotices/notice2008.html

3> Check out my mail box for exciting events.

I got a mail today concerning that "EMMA KIRKBYAND THE LONDON BAROQUE COME TO LOUGHBOROUGH". It is noted that Loughborough University's Cope Auditorium will be hosting a real
musical treat on Wednesday 31st January when Emma Kirkby and The
London Baroque team up for an unmissable concert of music by Handel.

Hoho~~ though I don't know who is Emma Kirkeyand and london baroque right now, I am sure I will have time to google them after the first 3 exams. OMG, I really wanna enrich my compuse life by various activities, such as entering some interesting assosiations, attending the music concerts, and going to the workshops.

Emme~ this event will be wriiten into my scheule. I will turn back later after the rivision.
XOXO~~~~

After posting the first article in my blog, I visited your msn space immediately, and found the songs you post on 17th. Jan. I guessed that you were angry with my words, so that you post the songs to release your feeling. However, I thought that means we can't be together anymore, or at lease, we would difficult to get together again. For the reason that your friends would resist me from the bottoms of their hearts. Anyway, I just can say that your words was right. You are really the only one I thought the best in my heart.
Forever...

It's my first day to get access to the revision of HRM. I hope my strategic will work and everything will go effectively. So do you!

离考试还有4天。复习的过程总是痛苦加且浮躁的，5知道系米因为甘，更容易让我想起你。
呢几日每隔几粒钟，我就要“*—%￥#”，原因有好多既，我5中意自己间房成个狗窦甘，又5中意先训左两三个钟就比人吵醒要去煮饭，5容易自己男人对其它女仔好，激嬲左我5追问点解，5等我就训，训既时候又5揽我。
呢运就真系比我妈妈讲中左啦。记得以前，我成日同渠争论怎么样的男人才适合做老公，我还义无返顾地说：“不要对我太好的，我有手有脚会照顾自己，干嘛要男人照顾那么周到？！”哼，这下子真自打嘴巴啦。原来只是因为我比人宠坏了，没有吃过苦头，才会这样狂莽，说出那样的话。

在最后发给你的邮件里面，我话“I will miss you"，那是真的。虽然我很经常挂住你，不过我5会稳你的。因为我要学习坚守诺言，不管我许诺的对象有没有抱同样的心态对待我。可能你会5开心，因为我没有在和你一起的时候学会这一点。不过我现在做到了，我想不是因为某个人，只是因为我的生命走到了那样的阶段，必须做一些事情出来让自己感到自己正在成长吧。

于是，挂念便成为了在这里宣泄的借口。
其实，我是一个后天极度矛盾体，总不断地挖陷阱，让自己一再沉沦，流浪；沉沦，深陷。。。
希望，在这里，每天写一些事，能寻回失落已久的我。